Four Poems
Gloomy thoughts blocking the rationality
Trying to breath and escape reality
Never had butterflies neither had love
Life is miserable, no stars for me to look above
Not seeing the end but standing in dark
Nobody to hold, can’t attach nor dock
Emotions off, vacant space in mind
Fulfill it with ideas to blow my mild wind
One way is spotted, my mind no more astray
Hold my breath tight keep the thoughts away
Yearned Utopia
Imagine a life with no lies
Where people are humble and really nice
Where loving is a privilege, no one feels pain
It seems like a tale, a win-win game
Imagine a life where death is a myth
People live freely, no one’s called a thief
A Life with faith and no loss from fear
God, I wish all of these were real
But imagine a life with madness and anger
Where people are vicious, easily lose temper
Where love is distorted, all values are gone
This is the real, life is far from fun
Life is a glance I forgot to take
A second of joy and years of opaque
I want to thorn my life into pieces
To see the light that hides from wishes
I want to cry till my voice crash
But the silence within me make that harsh
I want to feel the love I am adapted to avoid
Sense of the heartbroke when people are rock
To reflect on my waters with my pure soul
To push my life path out of sane hole
So listen with care, life is short dear
We hold our breaths long, till death is near.
I wanted to grasp the past of my history
But it walked away covered in mystery
Then tried to catch the present with calm, since it’s here
But it fade away quickly as it was in fear
Life is a game, there’s no doubt and scam
Try to catch moments till the last strain
So future, my darling, don’t make it vague
I see you from far, no way to escape.
